"Is This For Real"

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Hi, I'm vanessajean and I am currently experimenting with social networking so I thought it would be fun to have my own blog. You run into alot of information on the internet and some of it is off the hook so I thought that I would blog some of it for entertainment and stone cold reality. I'm a single mother of two wonderful teenagers,right now they are with there dad, we kinda just share them,I don't believe that legalities are necasary when it comes to kinds unless theres a threat and my kinds are perfectly happy with the situation so we just share no schedules just love and time. Please feel free to comment on any of the posts I have thats what there for (LOL)

Friday, May 20, 2011

Journals - Mlacoe - Beliefnet Community

Journals - Mlacoe - Beliefnet Community

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I MISS MY BABY BROTHER CRIS and big brother shane ryan SO MUCH/JUST GETTIN IT OUT IT HURTS IF I DONT

sometimes, i wonder why am i left so famililess, i have to remember that we all are her for a reason. both my brothers are in jail my mom gone my sister hates me randomly for being to much like my mom, my kids think im crazy at 25 i was raisin 5 kids 2 of my own 2 brothers and a sistr, now i look around and see the stars and talk to the angels supportin my down days, yaya ill be alright but this family is definatly in the runnin for survival of the most unheard of tracgedy intake ever purple hearts to us if we get through this together and ok. no family sucks sometimes them=n i laugh to myself thinkin sometimes motherearth swallows i better hang on and chill outa this mood cuz it could be worse lots of love to the prisons my brothers are in may it be as undamaging to there souls as possible. missin ya shane and chris. the man upstairs must of needed there help in those pprisons to get others through cuz there the best in there hearts the best1111

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

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Saturday, January 15, 2011

Angels Umong Us's Photos - My Angels

Angels Umong Us's Photos - My Angels

Bret Michaels "In a story of a Fallen Angel" that I once met.

"Bret Michaels" with "Poison"
in a story of

11:21 PM 11/7/201 0"Fallen Angel"
Melissa LaCoe




Recently I was talking with a friend about why she was so concerned with her favorite musical artist "Bret Michaels". I was shocked with her answer and whole-heartedly "thankful" to the band Poison (Lead Vocals) "Bret Michaels" for there unknown life saving of my friend. So this is why I'm feelin, that the world needs to hear what "Music" really does for the world. It is full of energy and drive for people all across the world. A Real Live Fallen Angel saved by this miraculous band "Poison" (Bret Michaels lead vocals) before they hit an all time record deal in L.A. where they proceeded to e sell 25 million records

Poisons first hit record "Look What the Cat Dragged In" saved this girls life as she was unconciously aware that she that vulnerable,, the girl got a second chance without them even knowing they Saved Her


Early in the beggining years of " Poison's " fame, just after changing there name from "Paris" and the band leaving Pennsylvania, to rock us straigt from L.A. "Fallen Angel" had already made an impact. Before the song ever became famous part of a multi-million dollar record (Look What the Cat Dragged In), which signed through Enigma Records (although, not breaking the charts till 1987) featuring the Hit selling and fame making song "Talk Dirty to Me" written by C.C. Deville wich really excelerated when Bret Michaels made the bad pull a video out of the works for a little extra boost wich sent them to being America's #1 First Glam Rock Band with the competitition of bands like Bon Jovi and . The band consisting of Bret Michaels (Lead vocals), Bobby Dbll (bass player), C.C. Deville (guitarist) and Rickie Rockett(Drummer) had already saved the life of a 12 year old girl that was lost in the world . Whom six years later became a mother of 2 very precious children
little Tempestt and Colt.
I believe that as hard as it was for the bands that we all love to stay in the performing light long enough for a chance at record sighning and STYICK IT out through all the break ups and the touring and concertrs should be recognized for all the life they've given us on those bad days where ya just waNNNA SCREAM MOST OF US JUST CRANK THE STEREO UP SO COME ON NOW THEY yGIVE US THAT PIECE OF MIND AND SANITY THAT WE ALL NEED SO


I firmly believe that music is a life saver. Without the dedication to music , (which these guys Bret and the rest of (Poison) where excellent at together), along with their drive for success, and fame to become rockers these precious babies would never of been born and there mother may not of made it to tell this story to me . Thank you for just being....... you, Bret and putting this life saving music out here for the world to love. Without your persistant drive to keep the band together from initualizing it whoi knows if these people would even exist!!

There are so many things that appear minor but on the life scale are not , sometimes people overlook what all musicians go through and what "Musicians" do for life on this planet (they keep it rollin') , Like lynard Skynard for example they got there name from a teacher that thought they were outa control tyrants basically,theres no tellin how many people there music chilled out billions im sure all my friends just chill to there music still not rage just chill. If this music wasnt there who knows what we'de be doin now .could you imagine a world without a good beat. Nothing to distract from........... Anyways, I would like to acknowledge Bret Michaels with the BMB also I would have to say that his music that he has done solo as well as with Poison gets me through my rough days Raine reminds me to smile and all I ever needed reminds me of Angels story so he has in my eyes as well as in her childrens eyes been gifting the impossible "LIFE"
The dreams of rockstar strangers was heavin' sent for this ost little girl (and many others, I know) with only visuals of falling from where ever she could look down from, not landing just falling and falling into nothingness, accidentally fallin, just curlin' up and not breathin, not hurtin. As I couldn't imagine being that lost.
I am a fan of Nirvana wich I've really thought of his(Cobains) emotions through his rough times before his suicide/murder case I found myself wondering why a rock star would wanna die dont they have it all, No !!! so I related when I heard my friend telling me this story. From reading up about former lead singer,( Cobain) as a child was just as confused and kinda d of a loner dont quote that but from what ive read (ya know how that could or could not be) from my understandings, music was his escape he enjoyed it , unfortunate that people took that gift of life from him using his own music....sad about that ya know ??, although he loved music , sounded awsome and was awsome if I may add. He was totaly devastated at some audience members for rapeing a girl during one of his (Nirvanas concerts, thats not what he wanted for his music, he couldnt live with the pictures of that in his heart and head although he had a trying life ands the confusion of other things going on he loved very much so .
I'm sure that music is the only thing for some people its kinda like ya get lost in your own riffs and beats ya feel it and thats alll there is forr that moment no pain no anger till ya quite rhearin it so if it was out there promotin life it d' work maybe it could even get people off the shit whatever it is there on allota people get cought eup ya know so May ha rthe key is music everybody needs it liife can get more solid and functionable through a good jam . I think it sends hhealing energy through it,most definatly. est inpeace withlotslove and the music in head that madehimfeel ok M
usic was what he understood but not the actions of others, I wish for the understanding that his music wasn't at fault, it was the people t,
With positve music so many lives are saved and bettered through music this initial despair can be overpowered it for a better lifethey were already screwed up in the head, theres so much life that music gives it just needs a positive LIVE WELL Lyric injection , even punk music can give a good beat keep the lyrics up people need to wanna... and they all need music.



Fortunatly for Angel, having nowhere to turn but to the music saved not only her life but the beautiful babbies that where later brought into this world. I hope that the art and music gets all of our loved ones somethjing special to believe in and use it to make memories worth framin it transfers the love that we all need every once in awhile some of us just dont know it If we thought about it emusic is the one think that you can guarantee everyone listens to theres a n energy there that needs a good solid revival message in it ya know dont give up keep going yes i will succeed i dont need that fix kinda lyrics no matter what thhe beeat this is what all people function on Like angel

listening to a repetition of striving and making it, in the lyrics on the ride across the country embedded a will to make it. The sound of music is a blessing for more th an her .

and her children. relentlessly over and over looking for a reason to be, the lyrics od "Fallen Angel" played over and over for its all she had to keep her going. There was "something in the music" that gave her the drive to live.and with the hopes that that enstills in othhers that are havin a hard time dont ever give up or in for any reason no matter what till the end. Death is not reversable its to permanent for a temporary situationor feally find the beat that pulls ya through and run with it youll make it . just lose yourself in the music till ya makke it let itts positive ness pull ya through

If music can save these lives I'm convinced that it has saved many others as a matter of fact I know it has. The energy that music puts out is phenominal, it has an energy and healing force that is so powerful. It should be more globally acknowledged.




She was raised wrong, was all she kept hearing until she got the drive that this crew had going for them, wich in the end made these is what she was told
boys famous world wide.

All angellove had was a bus ticket and a bag of clothes, her a ticket home, (Wheres that?) her mom was in jail and her dad didn't think she was raised right .(She was in love with an older boy, Mike) daddy didnt like that much.how could a father not want his daughter? Mom, was in jail for a major marijuanna bust. Didn't have a clue where she was gonna go.



As far as Angellove could see if Poisons "Fallen Angel" could make it so could she. Dropped of by a greyhound in Portland Oregon she was determined to make it after days on the bus hearing this sonng.Although she didnt want it all she did want to survive, listenining to BretMichicheals of (Poison)gave her the hope that saved her from that finalizing jump. Little Did he know that she grew up to be an energy Healer. During his tramatic times girl got wind of his brain hemorrage and did some research suggesting that there could be a problem with Brets heart wich the heartproblem ended upcausing the warning stroke that he had .All in All this girl was right she reported this to them during the findings of where his bleeding was coming from.

Being a health advocate the girlhad the privilege of researching his condition. I believe through enough prayers and good energy he will recover100% and then some if focused on repairing his own body its amazing the damage that can be healed thrue a focus of energy regeneration. Just as the energy has helped so many in so many diffrent ways even if its just finding peace for a moment its got healing in it for just that moment if thats all ya need Believe in the energy that music can tranvsfer and use it.