I MISS MY BABY BROTHER CRIS and big brother shane ryan SO MUCH/JUST GETTIN IT OUT IT HURTS IF I DONT

sometimes, i wonder why am i left so famililess, i have to remember that we all are her for a reason. both my brothers are in jail my mom gone my sister hates me randomly for being to much like my mom, my kids think im crazy at 25 i was raisin 5 kids 2 of my own 2 brothers and a sistr, now i look around and see the stars and talk to the angels supportin my down days, yaya ill be alright but this family is definatly in the runnin for survival of the most unheard of tracgedy intake ever purple hearts to us if we get through this together and ok. no family sucks sometimes them=n i laugh to myself thinkin sometimes motherearth swallows i better hang on and chill outa this mood cuz it could be worse lots of love to the prisons my brothers are in may it be as undamaging to there souls as possible. missin ya shane and chris. the man upstairs must of needed there help in those pprisons to get others through cuz there the best in there hearts the best1111